May 16, 2023

This is the VOD from two years ago. This is something Felicia held onto. She knew that nothing would separate her from Yeshua; that no one could take her away from knowing and following Our Messiah.

She went through tribulation and distress on a near-daily basis, yet she always turned her eyes upon our Savior. Her #love for Him never failed. And it was this love that brought me back to His Path from the mirey clay I had been wallowing in for years.

Now, as I continue my journey up this million-mile mountain by grabbing Yeshua's hands above these stormy waters, I need to be better at following Him at all times. I need to show My Messiah that I'm carrying my cross and am ready to continue my trek up this mountain. I need to put all my #faith in Him. I need to cast all fears aside. I need to let His Spirit work with me. I need to let Jesus heal my shattered heart. I need to listen to the Spirit and not my own understanding, abiding in Him and not in the world.

This prevents anything from separating me from My #Lord and #Savior. I need to keep climbing with His Word hidden in my heart so that I can follow Him without worry of being deceived by the world. Even though my heart is still in billions of pieces, I know that Yeshua is healing it. I know His Spirit is lifting this immovable weight from my crushed soul. I know that as long as I keep His Word in my heart, Yahweh will be a light for my path. I just need to take that final step to Jesus' hands so that I can keep moving forward.

I just pray that I can keep moving. Some moments are better than others, and ever since I returned home, I've had more bad moments than good. And I know I'll have many, many more bad moments as I keep climbing. My prayer is that I won't let these bad moments pull me back down this mountain I'm climbing. I pray that His Rod and Staff continue to comfort me. Especially right now...

I miss you, my beautiful princess. I miss your laugh, your wit, your hugs, your kisses, your love... I miss you, Felicia. Always. Forever. #Fiercely