July 13, 2023

I'm hurting right now, Felicia. I'm holding it together as well as I can but only you could quiet my pain. I'm missing you so much... I miss your laugh. I miss your loving. I miss your cooking. I miss your kisses. I miss your way of making me feel worthy, loved, and like the best husband this world had ever seen. I miss being in your company. I miss making you smile. I miss our fake arguments just to get a laugh from your mom.

I miss you, Princess. Intensely. Painfully. Relentlessly.

I'm trying to hold it together. I'm trying to focus on Yeshua to get me to shore so I can reach the summit of my million-mile mountain. But it's so hard. It's so, so hard being here without you by my side...

I'll press on, though. I have to. I need to. Yahweh wants me to. But it is so tough without you cheering me on. You may be cheering me on in Heaven. But you're not here. And that's why it's so hard for me...

I love you, my beautiful, sweet, awesome, intelligent, inspiring, loving, caring, incredible wife. Always. Forever. #Fiercely