Spirit of Wisdom

May 15, 2023

Felicia was #blessed with this spirit of wisdom. She knew Yahweh, His Spirit, His Son, Yeshua. We kept His Name alive in our home. We talked about God often. We discussed Jesus' miracles, His ministry, His birth, death, and resurrection... we kept His Name on our lips and in our hearts.

It is by Felicia's knowledge of Him that I returned to the #path Adonai established for me long ago. Felicia let herself be used by Our Father so that I would return to Him. I'm so #thankful she did. I'm so #grateful my wife allowed herself to be used by God so that I could get back onto my path.

Now, that path has led up this million-mile mountain, to a stormy lake which I've sailed partly across and am now walking on the stormy waters and into Jesus' hands. Once I grab them, I'll walk with Him to the shore so that I can continue my climb.

Yeshua still has my shattered heart in His Hands, mending the freshly-broken pieces and restoring it. His Spirit is continuing to lift this immovable burden from my crushed soul, relieving the suffocating weight. Elohim is lighting the way: first to His Son on these waters, then onto the path up this mountain...

I have a long way to go, and I know I'll never be the same person I was. I know that the outcome of this journey will result in a new person in me. I accept that. I understand that. And I'm prepared for what God has in store for me. I'm ready to grab Jesus' hands and continue my journey, knowing that I'll be a different person after all is said and done. Maybe not by a lot, but I know there will be differences in me. I'm ready for that.

I miss my beautiful wife. I miss her laugh. Her eyes. Her smile. Her... but she's praising His Name and is fully surrounded by His #Glory. And this is my #comfort.

I love you, my angel. Always. Forever. #Fiercely