#Faith

March 25, 2023

As I've said, repeatedly: I wouldn't be who I am or where I'm at today were it not for my #Faith in Him who created all things. I'm only able to wake up each morning and go about my day because of my FAITH in Him, my Lord, and Savior Yeshua.

Horrible things happen in this world - things beyond our control; things that forever alter our lives, and things that we rightfully ask "Why???" But, it is these events which will also direct our next steps in this life. It is these things that continue to shape us into people we can either love or hate.

February 21, 2023, is one of those dates that has forever changed my and Felicia's family's paths. It's the single most awful day in my life, her immediate family's lives. But, through faith in Him, we've managed to allow that day to positively shape us and positively alter our paths. Through Faith, we can be confident in Him and His #Graciousness. Through Faith, we can be assured Felicia is #ALIVE in His #Glory, fully #HEALED and Pain Free!! Through Faith, we can rest knowing our lovely Felicia is praising Our Loving Father in His Full, Unsurpassed #Love.

It's with this Faith that we can be assured that Felicia is laughing, singing, dancing... this is my comfort...

Every day, I'm finding the path up this million-mile mountain getting just a little easier. I still have a long way to go, but I'm faithful Yeshua and His Spirit will still be holding my heart, lifting this weight... when I stumble on the edge of the pit of despair, Jesus grabs my hand and pulls me away. When I fall to my knees under this burdensome weight, The Holy Spirit stands over me, lifting this immovable weight from my shoulders.

I still mourn. I still weep. I still cry out for my beloved wife. I still yearn for her loving arms, her tender kiss, her beautiful smile... these things will get softer with time - I just need to go through them knowing I'm not #alone. I need to remain #faithful in Him...

I love you, Felicia, my wonderful, loving, sweet, funny, intelligent, witty, sexy, cute, adorable, incredible wife. Always. Forever. #Fiercely