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July 10, 2023

When asked by the disciples how to pray, Yeshua replied with what we now know as "The Lord's Prayer." That simple prayer covers all the necessary bases. This verse asks Yahweh to provide for us what we need. Nothing more. Food. Shelter. Clothes. Guidance.

I need guidance. I'm struggling to move. I want to move. I want to step out of this boat and onto the water. But I'm stuck. I've been stuck pretty much since my return from Holland, MI, back in May. I'm really missing my wife right now. And, it still feels like she's still here, but also, she just passed. It's a very burdensome entanglement of emotions.

But, if I ask Yahweh to provide for me my needs, I know He will help me through this dark time in my healing. I know He will help me through this season. And, so, I ask. I ask Him to help me step out of this boat and into Yeshua's Presence.

I know I'll get there eventually. I know I need to patiently wait. But I have responsibilities that I just can't ignore. I need to be "on" so those who trust in me can still rely on that. I know everyone understands my plight and my grief. I just feel like I'm letting people down. I know I'm not. I just feel like I am.

So, while I continue healing, while I continue seeking God's help in my journey, I pray I can continue to be a man after God's Heart. I pray He'll use me to further His Love. I pray Yahweh will continue healing my shattered heart. Because I miss my wife. Terribly.

I love you, my sweet angel. Always. Forever. #Fiercely