March 7, 2023

Two weeks ago, today, was the last time I heard your voice; it was the last time I would hold you, kiss you...

It's hard waking up without you by my side. It's hard drifting to sleep without feeling you next to me. But I do find rest in the #fact you are fully healed, whole, and complete while worshiping in the Full Glory that is Yahweh's Love, singing praises to Him who Created All Things.

I know He has a plan for me. I know He needs me to do something with this broken heart. I know He needs me to continue this climb up this million-mile mountain. And, I am doing so willingly, thoughtfully, and with His Love. It's been a hard two weeks and I know there will be days of struggle, still.

But as I said Sunday, His Grace and Love are comforting me; His Presence is with me. I know Yeshua is holding my shattered heart, putting it back together. I know His Spirit is removing this weight from my crushed soul. I know I need to continue to share God's Love so others can have the same #Hope I do.

I love you, Felicia. I miss you terribly right now. I'm lonely, but not alone. I miss your hugs, your kisses, your laugh, your smile... but my shattered heart is warmed by the knowledge you are no longer in pain, you are no longer suffering - you are in His Full Glory, and that's awesome.

I love you, angel. Always. Forever. #Fiercely