Let Not Your Heart be Troubled
June 26, 2023
As Yeshua was preparing to end His ministry, He reminded His disciples that He will return, but in the meantime, He left them with #peace. He needed them to know they didn't need to be afraid and to not let their hearts be worried.
This was the VOD from 4 years ago. It's just as relevant today as it has been for 2000 years: Yeshua is with those who let Him in. As a result, we, the Believers, are #blessed with the Holy Spirit and need not worry or be afraid of anything to come or has come.
This is easier said than done. But that's why it's about #faith. A large part of my belief is founded on the faith that Yahweh exists, created the heavens and the earth, and sent His Only Son to suffer on the #cross, carrying our #sins with Him into death, only to defeat death and rise again 3 days later, allowing ALL of God's last creation, we, the people of earth, to be reconciled to Him so that, if we believe on the Name of Yeshua, if we believe on His death and resurrection, we can be joined again in heaven with Our Creator to live with Him, in all His #Glory, forever.
It is this belief Felicia held onto. It is this belief she kept in her heart. It is because of this belief that I know I will see my beautiful wife again in Paradise. It is because of this belief that I know she is #dancing and #singing praises to Adonai, worshipping in all His Unfiltered #Love, fully healed and whole and ALIVE in His Presence.
Jesus reminded His disciples not to be afraid, not to let their hearts be troubled. I'm trying to practice what He told His followers. I'm trying not to let my heart be troubled. But it's in pieces. I'm trying to let Yeshua mend it. I'm trying to step out of this boat. But I'm missing the best part of me - my beloved wife... I don't know how much longer I will grieve, but I need to let it work its way through my heart and allow the burden of this grief to be carried by my #Savior, Jesus the Christ. I'm trying...
I love you, my sweet, intelligent, loving, caring, beautiful, witty, funny, adoring wife. I have loved you since before we even met. And I'll love you until we meet again. I miss you, my darling angel. Always. Forever. #Fiercely.
