A friend of mine shared this with me. It really puts into words what I go through, daily.

I've been struggling to stay on this million-mile path up this mountain. I've been dealing with demons and having to learn how to navigate through satan's distractions he keeps putting in my way.

Felicia loved helping her sister with the Extreme Kids (a group of kids who would do interpretive dancing for church). Felicia had a special attachment to some of those kids, too, and she was loved by them all, from what we could tell.

It's this same prayer and begging I've done right after finding my deceased wife. I prayed for understanding. I prayed for guidance. I begged for a rewrite of February 21 where I stayed with Felicia instead of going to work…