Being human during times like this seems unfair. It seems like my mortal heart just can't handle any more turmoil and suffering. But I know that these moments are there for me to grow even more in my #faith in Him who died for me - Yeshua.

Although it's been 16 weeks, I'm still finding myself waiting on my wife. I still feel like she's just left to go to the store and will be home soon. Although it's been 16 weeks, I still feel like I just lost her…

But, on this 16th week, while I know my bride is enveloped by all that is pure and good, my human heart remains shattered; my soul remains crushed.

If it weren't for 22 years of being fully loved by Felicia, if it weren't for 19 years of a wonderful marriage, I can't help but think just how cold my heart may have become…