But... in between those joyous moments were moments of incredible sadness. I feel guilty for having as much fun as I did. I feel like I'm betraying my shattered heart for not continuously suffering in the torment of losing my favorite part of me…

Having been married to the most incredible woman, I've been blessed with countless learning opportunities, reshaping and reforming my own disciplines as I got closer and closer to Adonai. My wife was an excellent role model for those who didn't know Jesus as their Lord.

One thing Felicia was really good about was showing mercy when mercy was needed…

My wife tried her best to always love, always care for others. And her behavior rubbed off on me, albeit I still need to work on mine. But in our time together, we always tried to be God's Hands and Feet. We always tried to share His Love with those around us through our actions and words.