He knows that I need to grieve so that my shattered heart can be mended and my crushed soul can be unburdened

I need to be stronger in my faith, though. I need to be better at resisting the various temptations satan throws at me.

I would have ended up a complete mess, having undone 22 years of change and growth.

She knew that even through all her pain, God was her Comforter. She went to Him daily. She knew He's incapable of evil and constantly sought after His Love.